Everything About You

I am so in Love with you, only you, only you

Never thought of you and me like this ever

Gathering memories of us together

Tell me it's true and not a dream I thought

Walking back home with hands twined

I like it when you take strands off my face

And when there's an ocean of love in your eyes

I like it when you hold me in your arms

Kiss my temple, eyes, cheeks and then lips

I like it when you take me with you

dance, dine and dip in the river or sea

I like it when you look at me from far

in a room of people, in a crowd of tricks

I like it when you offer me your hand

to request, to accept, to ask, to talk

I like it when you click a picture of me

to keep me when I am not around

I like everything you say to me

crazy, beautiful, sheer, delightful, anguish

I like whatever you do for me

work, love, listen, surprise and watch me sleep

I like it when you open your eyes and see me

Sweep me off my feet and say

"Will you marry me....again?"

I like it when you kiss me every time

in the middle of a conversation and fights

I am so in love with you, only you, only you

I love you and everything about you....

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Dear Praz,

Is it OK if I say that I am going insanely mad about you?

Things you do for me make me feel better and better with time. I started to learn about love after I met you. You have taught me so much about life. Little things you do make me realize about how love is the most important thing in this world. Without love nobody can survive. I have seen people dying to get that one small smile. I have seen people strive to get that little acknowledgment to be a part in their lives. And I can proudly say that you complete me. You make me happy.

It's been years since we are married. And it seems to be yesterday when you popped that question to me on a beach walk! The memory is still fresh, steady and pure - just like you. Today morning, you popped the same question and I couldn't stop laughing at the thought. So stupid, non-sense and lost - just like me.

I just want to say THANK YOU! Thank you for everything you have done for me. Thank you for taking my non-sense. Thank you for your love and care. Thank you, my love. 

From, Shrao.

You

I'm not strong

to stay away from you

I'm always wrong

when not with you...

I can't see anything beyond you

I don't want to feel anything but you

Love is a small word to define this

You are the only one whom I miss...

It's not easy the way it seem

You know exactly what I mean

I always dream about you and me

Of course I want that to be...

You need me, I know

You gave me the bow

You asked for my hand

And now I'm wearing you band...

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Dear Picas,

Oh my GOD! We are married.......

The only thought which weakens me is staying away from you. The decisions I took have always turned out wrong because at that time you weren't with me. To console me, hug me or hold me strong. 

It's been so long that I cannot think anything but about you. The feelings we share with each other are beyond this world. I know you are out there to make our life more than perfect. But, don't you miss me the way I do? I understand that it is very easy to say that nothing can stop us to be happy. But I can see that how hard you are working to make it work for us.

Till you come back from your work schedule and travel, I have our beautiful memories and amazing dreams to keep me up. I feel loved when I dream about you. In the dreams I always see what I always wish and want. And you know everything about it as you share the same dreams like me.

We both know that we cannot live without each other. We are like magnets. We miss each other when we are apart but are intact the minute we come close. Until then, will treasure the moment when you bowed and kissed me after you put the ring on the aisle.

From, Sandy.

For Us

In the shades of rain

We are walking the lane

We are holding hands

As we pass the lands...

You look in my eyes

And see love for you

You hate all the byes

I have said to you...

The sun is setting down

The soil is damp and brown

It's raining heavily

You propose me happily...

I can't believe you did that

You see me crying

I'll say 'yes' you knew that

But I thought you are lying...

It's true, you tell me

At last it's 'we'

Now nothing can happen worse

I am happy for us...

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Dear Santos,

Today was a fairy tale. You popped the question to me when we went for a walk at the beach. I guess, it was perfect hour - perfect place - perfect ring and our perfect relationship.

Watching you go on your knee, looking in my eyes and saying 'I love you'; was the best thing ever happened to me. I couldn't stop crying and you hugged me like a baby. I cannot forget the way you care for me and adore me. I sobbed small tears and could only stutter 'YES!'.

At first I though you must be joking. But you weren't. You pressed a small kiss on my lips and passed the ring on my finger. You could see the shine in my eyes too. I kissed your hand and entwined our fingers, never to leave. We walked back our way towards love and happiness.

From, Paula.

Pukkoo, meets me

We met and ran around answers

Thinking, syncing, missing shows

All time seems lost and lost in us

In a month of our talks and laughs...

Dreams do come true someday

Happy lasting endings happen

Caring with due respect forever

No good byes interjects word...

Slowly, true understandings pass

The reverse fights block our trusts

Teasing and raining trap within

Disasters thirsts by your friends...

Trust is easy to build, it's a true lie

Crawling in the dark shadows

The sun of tears burns me and you

Will believe and learn again...

Walking back around to us

Crystal shines low and fresh start

The tug of war gets over the edge

Packing all the sorrows, sadness...

A month of first meet gifts me you

Coffees, coats and echoes, dusk

Memories and many firsts

A month of Pukkoo meets me...

A month of Pukkoo meets me...

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Dear Pukkoo,

I am so madly truly deeply in love with you. We complete a month and I feel like it was yesterday we first met. I always dreamt for happy endings. My dear Pukkoo, you are the one to fulfill my dreams with all your love, respect and care. I don't remember the goodbyes but your intense words of love for me.

But right after we completed a month of togetherness, your beloved so-called friends did something to hurt me. Did something which could have broken our relationship. They broke my trust. You not telling me before they did, broke my trust for you too. It is tough to hold the same feelings when the trust is broken. We cried and fought like it will never end. But I believed in us and our love. That made us stronger.

We promised to forget all the bad fights and begin again. You told me to never look back and asked me to pack all the sorrows. With all our coffee dates and sharing your jacket with me in cold nights echoed the dusk of our love. With this love we await for more memories and many firsts. As my dear love, we complete a month. We complete a month today!

From, Sonah.

Your Love, My Place

Please hold me forever with you

In your arms, in your eyes

Breathless and tameless in the heat

Searching for your love and my place...

Swimming the ocean of despair

Take me where you are from

Left alone in the depth of dark

Searching for your love and my place...

The wings you gave me are tied down

To the rock under the beast sea

Lost into your masochist touch

Searching for your love and my place...

Asking and looking for my world

It's called you - my love and your place

Pretty uptight soul which belongs to you

Searches your love and my place...

If you ask me now, did I find

Did I find what I was searching for?

And I would shamelessly brainlessly answer

Yes, yes I found your love my love...

Yes, yes I found my place my love...

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Dear Pauhl,

This long distance relationship we share is adjustable but I believe our love is the only thing which makes us strong. The best memory for me is the way you hold me. And I just cannot forget the way you care for me. I remember you telling me to be myself when let down by those who hurt me.

The worst thing is the distance. I know we love each other and nothing in the world can break us down, but the distance is like a big rock in our lives which hold us apart in different corners of the world. I miss you and your touch. It is more like a 'love drug' to me now.

I wish to tell you that I love you dearly. The world is very big, but you're my world. My everything. Someone asked me that where am I and did I find anything worthwhile? I simply looked in their eyes and said that I found my place in the world which I will never replace with anything and I found my love.

From, Sannie.

Hour

Going away is not easy

Walking the scenes
Paralysing memories
Nurturing me inside...

Balancing the relationship

Outgrowing you and us
Dreams were harsh
Like you were to me...

Promises are running far

Feelings are washing down
Heart is left deep empty
Since the day you left...

Sometime, please be back

In the form of air or ash
Keep me for my sake, love
Lock me with your heart...

Separate the conscience within

Take me along the worlds end
Carry us to the universe, stars
Till the clock strikes the hour...

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Dear Sean,

Today, I went to our favourite coffee shop. Sat at the same table and ordered our routine. 

I feel like a stone. As if the world and feelings don't see me in the eye. You treated me like a trophy. When you left our house, it was not as empty as my heart was. Do you even miss me like I do? Can you come to me sooner or later? Will you hold me when I die?

I remember we promised that we will die together. So, will you still take me with you?

I await that time, I await you and I await our love to be back with that time.

From, Josephine

May Be

Bail me out of this love
Change the lifelines

Take me into your soul

May be to-day, to-morrow...

When we know the truth

You will not come to me
Please make it a lie
May be to-day, to-morrow...

The forces are against us

Smiles and laughs fade away
Touches turns ice cold
May be to-day, to-morrow...

Drastically totally yours

Like for always and always

Waiting for you at the patio

May be to-day, to-morrow...

The innocence turns wrong

Perfect you is not anymore

Going away, feeling the silence

May be to-day, to-morrow...

You will love me and want me

I will come to you may be

May be to-day, to-morrow

May be never, ever...

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Dear Benji,

I am free from your fake life. You pretend as if everything was perfect. Yes, I wanted to be with you and begged to be loved. I was just a girl in front of a boy, asking him to love me. But you turned everything into ashes.

i miss you and your laugh. I miss your touch and words. And now when I look at everything, I can only see fog. I was waiting for you at the patio for hours-days-years. The time to leave has come because my innocence is lost forever.

I am drinking the silence in so that it becomes easy for me to forget you. But I know that you miss me. You will wish to be with me. Perhaps then, I won't love you anymore or want to be with you anymore.

From, Phoebe.

No Crime

Wondering about the dreams

Dreams and thoughts about us

Lost in the shouts and screams

For the pain, masochistic shrugs...

Forever and ever after means you

And they seem to last, like sea

Searching the earth, wind like blue

Amazingly beautiful and free...

You are the shining moonlight

Cold as ice, pure as dew fall

Sun chooses you as it's bright

You make me beg and crawl...

The silence kisses me to death

Finding the task of you, us, love

Echoes and sound of breath

Are flaring wings like cupid, dove...

Preparing for the doomsday

Time won't let us go to time

We have nothing more to say

We proved us, love is no crime...

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Dear Philip,

So this is about our first fight, We had many firsts, but this is something which we shall never forget. You did not speak to me for some time after the clash and I missed you. That is when I realised that I am so in love with you. I could have swam all the seas and climbed mountains to say sorry to you. I could have hold you forever and told you to never let me go.

To see your quite side was my first too. You had promised that you will never ignore me. You had promised that with our love, we won't need all those thank yous and sorries. 

I wait for the day when I will feel that I am not in love with you anymore. I await for the time when our memories will be enough to satisfy our love for each other as we never thought of the consequences but only love.

From, Sonia.

Knots

Giving up on you and us

Not the game of love anymore

Dices and ladders are fallen

Hardly, deep on the shore...

You were, are, will be a lie

But can find us everywhere

Still thirsty, hungry for you

It's different what we share...

Shining like a star like diamonds

In my sky of love, life and ways

Shooting in the space of tears

Searching for you and solace...

The promises and death vows

Are holding, tying us with cuts

Deep with blood, flesh and pain

You are with me like knots...

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Dear Robin,

You seem to be happy. After what happened, what you did, how you made me feel - how can you be happy? This is something which you did to me few years ago, but the marks are still fresh, the pain remains and my heart breaks everyday.

You did not even look back or give me your hand to make me stand again. We promised to live and die with each other. I thought that our love will be like of Johny Cash and June Carter's. Kind of 'forever'.

But, you changed everything. You left me crashing and my forever dream turned to falling glass. The shattered pieces gave me cuts. The kind which look like knots.

From Sarah.

Some Pleasures

When I look at you

Resting in my tomb

The pleasure of the touch

The pleasure of your kiss

I miss the vulnerable you...

My lost life is my lost love

The names I remember

Are the pleasure of my memories

You gave up some flowers

Which you left on me...

The soft tender touch on my lips

Make you take me in

You smell so sexy and paralyse

Paralysed from my love and pleasures

The spin of your desires hold me...

Catching my breathe and softness

You pull me in the coffin of pleasures

The toll of your touch make me disappear

In the soil and hardness of earth

I rest in my tomb forever...

With you my love, forever.

With you my love, forever.

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To Jake,

I wrote this poem for someone who made me fall in love. Made me realize that the real me can love someone like real you. The relationship we shared had its ups and downs where you also taught me to hold in. 

I was 19 when I left you alone. I left the world. The loss of the world was less than the loss of my love. And with those final words, I went forever. Buried where we thought of building our home. 

I still have my heart where you reside. I still have the feelings where you breath. I am still in the sleep to dream about our life together. I still hold you within me. The only downfall is, I have stopped breathing.

From, Vivienne.