Knots

Giving up on you and us

Not the game of love anymore

Dices and ladders are fallen

Hardly, deep on the shore...

You were, are, will be a lie

But can find us everywhere

Still thirsty, hungry for you

It's different what we share...

Shining like a star like diamonds

In my sky of love, life and ways

Shooting in the space of tears

Searching for you and solace...

The promises and death vows

Are holding, tying us with cuts

Deep with blood, flesh and pain

You are with me like knots...

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Dear Robin,

You seem to be happy. After what happened, what you did, how you made me feel - how can you be happy? This is something which you did to me few years ago, but the marks are still fresh, the pain remains and my heart breaks everyday.

You did not even look back or give me your hand to make me stand again. We promised to live and die with each other. I thought that our love will be like of Johny Cash and June Carter's. Kind of 'forever'.

But, you changed everything. You left me crashing and my forever dream turned to falling glass. The shattered pieces gave me cuts. The kind which look like knots.

From Sarah.