Hour

Going away is not easy

Walking the scenes
Paralysing memories
Nurturing me inside...

Balancing the relationship

Outgrowing you and us
Dreams were harsh
Like you were to me...

Promises are running far

Feelings are washing down
Heart is left deep empty
Since the day you left...

Sometime, please be back

In the form of air or ash
Keep me for my sake, love
Lock me with your heart...

Separate the conscience within

Take me along the worlds end
Carry us to the universe, stars
Till the clock strikes the hour...

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Dear Sean,

Today, I went to our favourite coffee shop. Sat at the same table and ordered our routine. 

I feel like a stone. As if the world and feelings don't see me in the eye. You treated me like a trophy. When you left our house, it was not as empty as my heart was. Do you even miss me like I do? Can you come to me sooner or later? Will you hold me when I die?

I remember we promised that we will die together. So, will you still take me with you?

I await that time, I await you and I await our love to be back with that time.

From, Josephine

May Be

Bail me out of this love
Change the lifelines

Take me into your soul

May be to-day, to-morrow...

When we know the truth

You will not come to me
Please make it a lie
May be to-day, to-morrow...

The forces are against us

Smiles and laughs fade away
Touches turns ice cold
May be to-day, to-morrow...

Drastically totally yours

Like for always and always

Waiting for you at the patio

May be to-day, to-morrow...

The innocence turns wrong

Perfect you is not anymore

Going away, feeling the silence

May be to-day, to-morrow...

You will love me and want me

I will come to you may be

May be to-day, to-morrow

May be never, ever...

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Dear Benji,

I am free from your fake life. You pretend as if everything was perfect. Yes, I wanted to be with you and begged to be loved. I was just a girl in front of a boy, asking him to love me. But you turned everything into ashes.

i miss you and your laugh. I miss your touch and words. And now when I look at everything, I can only see fog. I was waiting for you at the patio for hours-days-years. The time to leave has come because my innocence is lost forever.

I am drinking the silence in so that it becomes easy for me to forget you. But I know that you miss me. You will wish to be with me. Perhaps then, I won't love you anymore or want to be with you anymore.

From, Phoebe.

No Crime

Wondering about the dreams

Dreams and thoughts about us

Lost in the shouts and screams

For the pain, masochistic shrugs...

Forever and ever after means you

And they seem to last, like sea

Searching the earth, wind like blue

Amazingly beautiful and free...

You are the shining moonlight

Cold as ice, pure as dew fall

Sun chooses you as it's bright

You make me beg and crawl...

The silence kisses me to death

Finding the task of you, us, love

Echoes and sound of breath

Are flaring wings like cupid, dove...

Preparing for the doomsday

Time won't let us go to time

We have nothing more to say

We proved us, love is no crime...

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Dear Philip,

So this is about our first fight, We had many firsts, but this is something which we shall never forget. You did not speak to me for some time after the clash and I missed you. That is when I realised that I am so in love with you. I could have swam all the seas and climbed mountains to say sorry to you. I could have hold you forever and told you to never let me go.

To see your quite side was my first too. You had promised that you will never ignore me. You had promised that with our love, we won't need all those thank yous and sorries. 

I wait for the day when I will feel that I am not in love with you anymore. I await for the time when our memories will be enough to satisfy our love for each other as we never thought of the consequences but only love.

From, Sonia.

Knots

Giving up on you and us

Not the game of love anymore

Dices and ladders are fallen

Hardly, deep on the shore...

You were, are, will be a lie

But can find us everywhere

Still thirsty, hungry for you

It's different what we share...

Shining like a star like diamonds

In my sky of love, life and ways

Shooting in the space of tears

Searching for you and solace...

The promises and death vows

Are holding, tying us with cuts

Deep with blood, flesh and pain

You are with me like knots...

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Dear Robin,

You seem to be happy. After what happened, what you did, how you made me feel - how can you be happy? This is something which you did to me few years ago, but the marks are still fresh, the pain remains and my heart breaks everyday.

You did not even look back or give me your hand to make me stand again. We promised to live and die with each other. I thought that our love will be like of Johny Cash and June Carter's. Kind of 'forever'.

But, you changed everything. You left me crashing and my forever dream turned to falling glass. The shattered pieces gave me cuts. The kind which look like knots.

From Sarah.

Some Pleasures

When I look at you

Resting in my tomb

The pleasure of the touch

The pleasure of your kiss

I miss the vulnerable you...

My lost life is my lost love

The names I remember

Are the pleasure of my memories

You gave up some flowers

Which you left on me...

The soft tender touch on my lips

Make you take me in

You smell so sexy and paralyse

Paralysed from my love and pleasures

The spin of your desires hold me...

Catching my breathe and softness

You pull me in the coffin of pleasures

The toll of your touch make me disappear

In the soil and hardness of earth

I rest in my tomb forever...

With you my love, forever.

With you my love, forever.

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To Jake,

I wrote this poem for someone who made me fall in love. Made me realize that the real me can love someone like real you. The relationship we shared had its ups and downs where you also taught me to hold in. 

I was 19 when I left you alone. I left the world. The loss of the world was less than the loss of my love. And with those final words, I went forever. Buried where we thought of building our home. 

I still have my heart where you reside. I still have the feelings where you breath. I am still in the sleep to dream about our life together. I still hold you within me. The only downfall is, I have stopped breathing.

From, Vivienne.