Wishes & Dreams

When you think about me

You just want me to go away

And never read my letters

Which I wrote for the better...

Were you there with me?

I don't think so ever

With the bloodshed in my eyes

In the form of tears and your lies...

Was searching for the truth

But for you I was always a joke

You will never understand

I blew away like a strand...

I was always here

It was you who left forever

In the place with hate

With an unwanted fate...

The hunger of love

Is eating me like hell

The night have overturned

All my wishes and dreams are burned...

Mask

It was a waste of time

Just to be in few seconds of lime

I am shattered and broken

Everything from me was taken…

Can’t recognize my voice

Was never left with any choice

Thinking of every single thing

Only asked for love to bring…

Lost forever and ever

It was like a whisper

Still holding me back and tied

Said it was me who lied…

Tired of trying and running

But it was me who was burning

Torn in shreds and pieces

It’s always me who misses…

My heart is hurting and bleeding

Always searching and seeking

The reasons were never shown

Coz of the mask you had worn...

Untied

Driving the ocean alone

Searching for a shore

Letting myself to fly

I just caught your breathe and try...

You wiped away my tears and said

Baby I loved you, please don't cry

It was a doubt I always had

But I can't be with you like that...

You are already gone

Can't even see your shadow

I thought you were with me

But now you are nowhere to be seen...

I miss everything about you

The memories are with me like dew

Sinking and washing away in tears

My heart is now in bits and fears...

I doubt that I will ever love again

Left in grief and pain

No more expectations and hopes

As I've untied all the ropes...

Nothing's Left

Cuts are what I find

Deep and Hard

You covered my mind

Now I'm crying & tired...

Never wanted it

Loved you every single bit

Didn't think of betray

Wanted you to stay...

Things can't work out

I feel to shout

It's unbelievable

How can it be possible??...

I crumpled your letters

You just left away

You said it was for my better

And now nothing's left to say...

Wings

The World seems small
Between us there is wall
You seem so far
As if it’s a war...

You taught me things
Gave birth to my wings
I wanted to fly
But you said bye...

You said nothing
And threw away my ring
I was shattered
For you nothing mattered...

I wanted you so much
I miss every touch
All doors are shut
As my wings you've cut...

I am limping and wounded
Our memories are grounded
The cuts are deep and hard
For the walls there is no guard...