Burn for You

 

Once upon a 17 years ago,

When the rains metaphored school,

When to look at you asked for excuses,

When sitting & smiling behind you,

I knew that I burn for you...

Few months & misunderstandings later,

Few thoughts & mad dreams later,

Few stares & teases later,

Few smiles & talks later,

I knew that I burn for you...

Half years passed like a blow,

We reconnected at a lost place,

And promised to remember us,

Hoping you to fall hard this time,

I knew that I burn for you...

The later years brought me jitters,

The beaches seem intriguing,

The impatience for one little 'Hi',

The wait slowly cuts my soul,

I knew that I burn for you...

But.. your attention I quenched for,

But.. your love I asked for,

But.. your touch I dreamt of,

Happened to happen late & unfair,

I knew that I burn for you...

Once upon a 17 years later,

The wishing happiness remain one sided ,

Still passing the memories asking 'what if?',

Questions left unanswered forever,

And I knew that I'll burn for you...

Everything About You

I am so in Love with you, only you, only you

Never thought of you and me like this ever

Gathering memories of us together

Tell me it's true and not a dream I thought

Walking back home with hands twined

I like it when you take strands off my face

And when there's an ocean of love in your eyes

I like it when you hold me in your arms

Kiss my temple, eyes, cheeks and then lips

I like it when you take me with you

dance, dine and dip in the river or sea

I like it when you look at me from far

in a room of people, in a crowd of tricks

I like it when you offer me your hand

to request, to accept, to ask, to talk

I like it when you click a picture of me

to keep me when I am not around

I like everything you say to me

crazy, beautiful, sheer, delightful, anguish

I like whatever you do for me

work, love, listen, surprise and watch me sleep

I like it when you open your eyes and see me

Sweep me off my feet and say

"Will you marry me....again?"

I like it when you kiss me every time

in the middle of a conversation and fights

I am so in love with you, only you, only you

I love you and everything about you....

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Dear Praz,

Is it OK if I say that I am going insanely mad about you?

Things you do for me make me feel better and better with time. I started to learn about love after I met you. You have taught me so much about life. Little things you do make me realize about how love is the most important thing in this world. Without love nobody can survive. I have seen people dying to get that one small smile. I have seen people strive to get that little acknowledgment to be a part in their lives. And I can proudly say that you complete me. You make me happy.

It's been years since we are married. And it seems to be yesterday when you popped that question to me on a beach walk! The memory is still fresh, steady and pure - just like you. Today morning, you popped the same question and I couldn't stop laughing at the thought. So stupid, non-sense and lost - just like me.

I just want to say THANK YOU! Thank you for everything you have done for me. Thank you for taking my non-sense. Thank you for your love and care. Thank you, my love. 

From, Shrao.

You

I'm not strong

to stay away from you

I'm always wrong

when not with you...

I can't see anything beyond you

I don't want to feel anything but you

Love is a small word to define this

You are the only one whom I miss...

It's not easy the way it seem

You know exactly what I mean

I always dream about you and me

Of course I want that to be...

You need me, I know

You gave me the bow

You asked for my hand

And now I'm wearing you band...

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Dear Picas,

Oh my GOD! We are married.......

The only thought which weakens me is staying away from you. The decisions I took have always turned out wrong because at that time you weren't with me. To console me, hug me or hold me strong. 

It's been so long that I cannot think anything but about you. The feelings we share with each other are beyond this world. I know you are out there to make our life more than perfect. But, don't you miss me the way I do? I understand that it is very easy to say that nothing can stop us to be happy. But I can see that how hard you are working to make it work for us.

Till you come back from your work schedule and travel, I have our beautiful memories and amazing dreams to keep me up. I feel loved when I dream about you. In the dreams I always see what I always wish and want. And you know everything about it as you share the same dreams like me.

We both know that we cannot live without each other. We are like magnets. We miss each other when we are apart but are intact the minute we come close. Until then, will treasure the moment when you bowed and kissed me after you put the ring on the aisle.

From, Sandy.

For Us

In the shades of rain

We are walking the lane

We are holding hands

As we pass the lands...

You look in my eyes

And see love for you

You hate all the byes

I have said to you...

The sun is setting down

The soil is damp and brown

It's raining heavily

You propose me happily...

I can't believe you did that

You see me crying

I'll say 'yes' you knew that

But I thought you are lying...

It's true, you tell me

At last it's 'we'

Now nothing can happen worse

I am happy for us...

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Dear Santos,

Today was a fairy tale. You popped the question to me when we went for a walk at the beach. I guess, it was perfect hour - perfect place - perfect ring and our perfect relationship.

Watching you go on your knee, looking in my eyes and saying 'I love you'; was the best thing ever happened to me. I couldn't stop crying and you hugged me like a baby. I cannot forget the way you care for me and adore me. I sobbed small tears and could only stutter 'YES!'.

At first I though you must be joking. But you weren't. You pressed a small kiss on my lips and passed the ring on my finger. You could see the shine in my eyes too. I kissed your hand and entwined our fingers, never to leave. We walked back our way towards love and happiness.

From, Paula.

Pukkoo, meets me

We met and ran around answers

Thinking, syncing, missing shows

All time seems lost and lost in us

In a month of our talks and laughs...

Dreams do come true someday

Happy lasting endings happen

Caring with due respect forever

No good byes interjects word...

Slowly, true understandings pass

The reverse fights block our trusts

Teasing and raining trap within

Disasters thirsts by your friends...

Trust is easy to build, it's a true lie

Crawling in the dark shadows

The sun of tears burns me and you

Will believe and learn again...

Walking back around to us

Crystal shines low and fresh start

The tug of war gets over the edge

Packing all the sorrows, sadness...

A month of first meet gifts me you

Coffees, coats and echoes, dusk

Memories and many firsts

A month of Pukkoo meets me...

A month of Pukkoo meets me...

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Dear Pukkoo,

I am so madly truly deeply in love with you. We complete a month and I feel like it was yesterday we first met. I always dreamt for happy endings. My dear Pukkoo, you are the one to fulfill my dreams with all your love, respect and care. I don't remember the goodbyes but your intense words of love for me.

But right after we completed a month of togetherness, your beloved so-called friends did something to hurt me. Did something which could have broken our relationship. They broke my trust. You not telling me before they did, broke my trust for you too. It is tough to hold the same feelings when the trust is broken. We cried and fought like it will never end. But I believed in us and our love. That made us stronger.

We promised to forget all the bad fights and begin again. You told me to never look back and asked me to pack all the sorrows. With all our coffee dates and sharing your jacket with me in cold nights echoed the dusk of our love. With this love we await for more memories and many firsts. As my dear love, we complete a month. We complete a month today!

From, Sonah.

Your Love, My Place

Please hold me forever with you

In your arms, in your eyes

Breathless and tameless in the heat

Searching for your love and my place...

Swimming the ocean of despair

Take me where you are from

Left alone in the depth of dark

Searching for your love and my place...

The wings you gave me are tied down

To the rock under the beast sea

Lost into your masochist touch

Searching for your love and my place...

Asking and looking for my world

It's called you - my love and your place

Pretty uptight soul which belongs to you

Searches your love and my place...

If you ask me now, did I find

Did I find what I was searching for?

And I would shamelessly brainlessly answer

Yes, yes I found your love my love...

Yes, yes I found my place my love...

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Dear Pauhl,

This long distance relationship we share is adjustable but I believe our love is the only thing which makes us strong. The best memory for me is the way you hold me. And I just cannot forget the way you care for me. I remember you telling me to be myself when let down by those who hurt me.

The worst thing is the distance. I know we love each other and nothing in the world can break us down, but the distance is like a big rock in our lives which hold us apart in different corners of the world. I miss you and your touch. It is more like a 'love drug' to me now.

I wish to tell you that I love you dearly. The world is very big, but you're my world. My everything. Someone asked me that where am I and did I find anything worthwhile? I simply looked in their eyes and said that I found my place in the world which I will never replace with anything and I found my love.

From, Sannie.

Hour

Going away is not easy

Walking the scenes
Paralysing memories
Nurturing me inside...

Balancing the relationship

Outgrowing you and us
Dreams were harsh
Like you were to me...

Promises are running far

Feelings are washing down
Heart is left deep empty
Since the day you left...

Sometime, please be back

In the form of air or ash
Keep me for my sake, love
Lock me with your heart...

Separate the conscience within

Take me along the worlds end
Carry us to the universe, stars
Till the clock strikes the hour...

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Dear Sean,

Today, I went to our favourite coffee shop. Sat at the same table and ordered our routine. 

I feel like a stone. As if the world and feelings don't see me in the eye. You treated me like a trophy. When you left our house, it was not as empty as my heart was. Do you even miss me like I do? Can you come to me sooner or later? Will you hold me when I die?

I remember we promised that we will die together. So, will you still take me with you?

I await that time, I await you and I await our love to be back with that time.

From, Josephine